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Much love, Melanie |
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| Our network freakin sucks....that's all ive gotta say....sucks about as much as my day did....
MY HATE
I left that place
And yet it chases me
I cant seem to get away
No matter how much I try
My past follows me everywhere I go
Waiting for the most opportune time to spring to life again
And I hate it with all my being
But there is nothing I can do
So I live with you in my dreams
In my soul
In my love
In my hate
In my work
And you will forever be entwined in my words
And all I can thank you for is my poetry
--Just another Crying out |
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| My computer's all fixed now! yay! And I'd like to leave a dedication.
To Mo:
YOU'RE THE GOOD THINGS
You were right I"m hangin' 'round because
Slight of hand won't separate us from them
You were right I'm underground because
Slight of hand won't separate your body from the dirt you're standing on
today
You're the good things yeah that's you...
You're the icing on the cake on the table at my wake
You're the extra ton of cash on my sinking life raft
You're the loud sound of fun when I'm trying to sleep
You're the flowers on my table when my allergies come out
You're the good things...
And help's not short when you're diggin' your grave
I'll help you dig it
So you're diggin' your grave now you're speakin' my language I'll help you
dig it
Don't message me. Don't call me. Don't email me. I am out, babe! Enjoy Kate. You guys deserved each other.
And Kate...don't fucking post on my site!
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| I am having problems with my computer so if im not on aim and you need to contact me call.... |
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| I bought this necklace at enchantments. Its three strands of stones (Unakite and Red Jasper) and some metal beads as well; very beautiful necklace. Anyway...it had been in the store awhile and I had always been drawn to it but never tried it on. Well Friday night I decided to try it on and immediately liked it. Lady Hawk, the owner of the store, has a saying: If you are meant to have it then it will wait for you. Well I thought to myself, why did this necklace want me to own it. I looked up the meaning of the stones:
Unakite: Heals all matters of the heart. Prevents loneliness and helps the soul settle in a peaceful place. the dual color symbolizes balance. Balances Emotions & Aids Personal Transformation. brings self assertiveness, power, and the ability to assume complete control. It focuses in present and helps one deal with blockages caused by the past. It can help treat the reproductive system, and stimulate healthy pregnancies. Olive green with pink. Is the traditional stone for childbirth.
Jasper: Strengthens spirituality and peacefulness. Jasper has been used for ages on pregnant women. It is reputed to calm people who are stressed and to protect against negativity. Red jasper is associated with courage and protection. reduces fears and insecurities. Enables you to work with heavy negativity. Stabilizes emotions.
Most if not all of these things I've been having problems with....from emotions and loneliness to problems with my reproductive system (I've thought since I was very young that I would never be able to have children). I can see why this necklace found me. I thought this was kinda interesting and thought I'd share |
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